This won't last, but I know now...
I'm a terrible guy
I do not know why, but this shit is hard to hide inside
I'm a fucking mess
I try to kill off all my stress
I hope to make it up for everything
Even when I apologize, all I get is your grudge and sorrow
Don't you fucking know who I am?
I always felt my life should exist
I'm dying inside from your dissidence
Mind if I give life a stab...?
Let me die!
Oooh... Don't love ya (It's like I saw myself as the bad guy...)
Oooh... Don't love ya (My life, I see, is as interrupted...)
Oooh... Don't love ya
Wait a second...
I remember you was that motherfucker that gave me the self-pity
I am the way I am 'cause I'm matching your energy
Well, who woulda thought? You wouldn't know
You never even came around to see if i wasn't stirred up in vertigo
You give me all the hell like what Jack did to Farrago
Well, there that go, here we go again, I'm the bad guy
It's sad, why? Because I called you out
I've been bullied, used, and abused and tried to kill it with self-doubt
I thought I had friends, but you never came to check up
Y'all worse than my family telling me to shut the fuck up
This is why I'm antisocial with tart vocals
And yet you have the nerve to say I'm motherfucking loco
Fuck this... I'm hoping to beating and cracking and
Cussing out all you motherfuckers for nothing
Rapping and drawing and making music keep me floating
No gloating... There's better things in life never knowing
Oh, I see this shit is 'bout to get real!!
This pain won't heal!
Finally, I've become the bad guy...
